My paperback copy of I am that Unicorn came with a letter from the Arozak Salam that was written in pink glitter gel pen. It invited the Writing WA team to think more deeply about the links we have created between Indonesia and Australia and the stereotypes we may hold about Indonesian people. After getting to know Arozak, through reading his memoir, it is clear that the colour pink is a symbolic and proud part of his identity as a queer Indonesian man. As a child, he knew that he was different from the other boys at school. He wanted to be the pink power ranger, but couldn’t, as he feared being targeted for his differences.
The memoir details the brave journey of young Arazok, a university graduate, whose zest for travel, self-exploration and determination to live his truth is ignited by a backpacking adventure through South East Asia. His travels enable him to explore his authentic identity, which inspires him to become a youth ambassador for Indonesia in Australia. After going back to Indonesia, he decides his chapter is not closed in Australia, so he applies for a working visa in Australia.
Each chapter represents a different aspect of his journey to explore facets of his identity, but his difficult path to become an Australian citizen. His experiences seeking accommodation, a job and friends in a foreign country is not dissimilar from the experience of many other backpackers and immigrants who have moved to Australia. Where it differs is the representation of the queer community. He opens readers eyes to the wonderful community that exists in Australia, from burlesque clubs, to festivals, pageants and parades. He does all of this while successfully working as a subsea engineer during the oil and gas crisis.
Arozak’s writing aims to raise awareness for the human rights violations that are committed against the LGBTQ+ community by the conservative government in Indonesia. However, he doesn’t let the oppression that he has faced become the focus of the novel. He reflects on his queerness and concludes that without it, he would never have moved away from his home and wouldn’t have had all of the incredible and life defining experiences that have shaped his identity.
Arozak is transparent in his exploration of his sexuality and fetishes, which are often not discussed as they can be seen as taboo. He freely discusses costumes made from leather and rubber, and sex clubs and parties that he has been to all over the world. Arozak acknowledges that Australia isn’t free from prejudice and discrimination but highlights that places exists where LGBTQ+ members of the community can unapologetically explore themselves and their sexuality. I think it acts as a symbol of hope for people of all ages who feel like it isn’t safe to be themselves. There is a community of people out there, that will not only accept your queerness but will celebrate it.
Grab a copy of I am that Unicorn and get to know the man behind the boylesque mask who is challenging stereotypes and embracing his authentic identity.